For a long time now, I have been thinking of bloggin' but just never got down to doing it! I finally decided to start today. As I started to think of what my first blog should be...I started thinking of TODAY..4th of Dec here in the US and 5th of Dec in India.
Mummy always taught me that "for any problem in this world, exists a solution..You can never be so helpless that you cannot help yourself or the ones you love when there is a problem or an issue". I believed her right till this day i.e. 5th of Dec 2000, eight years ago..and on this day I lost faith in this belief..A phone call, on this day, took away that faith..I was the one that received the phone call, I was the one who heard the news first and was the one who communicated the news to my family & more importantly..my mom.
The news was that I lost my dad and while I always believed I could solve anything and everything and get all that I wanted, the way I wanted it..this was the day that taught me that death is one thing that has no solution..its one unconquerable truth of life which you can only accept and do nothing abt!
Abba is no more and I can never give mummy back something that would make her SO happy..but we still continue to cherish all the memories we have..coz they are the ones that make it seem like he's still with us..with each one of us..loving us & pampering us, like he always did!
